NEW SITE NEW SITE!!! I finally made it!

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start commenting and stuff there... ooh and plz subscribe!

ok guys i promise this is the last time i'll change my xanga site for a loooong time... lol well mayb... but hey thats ok b/c at least it always looks cool

newhore, i'm probly getting my hair done today... woop woop... but b4 my mom will do it i got a list of stuff i gotz to do which is why i cant b on here very long.. suks for me yes i kno... but tis worth it... and besides... i'm gonna look good with highlights.. at least i hope so...  eeek

...Smile like you mean it....

I love you Kevin... its been almost 5 mnths... woooootttt!!!!!

haha wow last night was AWESOME! lol it started out us going to marc's house to get him and me and Emily were anti-marc so we were being really mean to him but it was hilarious... and then we went to Kevins house and of course i was incredibly happy cuz i got to see my baby.... so we stayed there for a little while and then we went down to the creek and we didnt get all the way to the fort cuz it took too long to get thru all the mud n water n stuff so we got partialy there and then decided to turn back cuz it was getting dark but it was soo much fun. i hadnt done nething like taht in years and it was great that i got to do it with him... see moments like that even though theyr not completely romantic, its the thought that counts... and that thought was really special to me. in a way it was a sort of bonding experience b/c i feel like me n him are stronger now... in  a way.. lol so after that, and this is what really surprised me, we were all sweaty and gross b/c me n him decided to run back but yet he was still like holding me and all that... i was like wow... and i asked him if it botherd him that i was all sweaty n stuff and he was like no not at all... it was cute.. tehe.... so then after that we wernt to Culvers which was good and tehn we weent to Blockbuster and rented out some movies and went to Marcs house and me n him cuddled together on the floor and marc and em were on the bed.... to shock all of u, we really didnt make out all that much, considering we were alone for a while... all we did was cuddle mostly and held each other really really tight... but i like doing that... it made me feel good...

as u can probly guess, i left out all the details b/c i feel taht i should not share them with u guys on here.... if u wanna kno them,and i feel like i can talk to u about them, u can send me a message about it.. but until then, i'm outie....

<33 Luv u Kevin

well today is the day above all days, that is tilll i get married of course...  but no really todays gonna b great... i get to go b with my baby  and get to spend some real quality time together b/c thats just how much we love each other.... too bad bethany cant b here to hear alll about it... lol

i just got done watching the butterfly effect and it made me wonder....waht if we really can go back in time and relive memories that we had  once supressed for whatever the reason may b. if i could go back in time and relive moments of my childhood thers a lot of things i might hav changed but i kno that in doing so, it would hav changed the way everything else turned out... i wouldnt hav experienced the tough things that i did that hav made me stronger as a person, i woudlnt b living where i am now which in some senses may be a good thing, chances are i might not b in ROTC b/c i would hav been to spoiled and just like not caring like i am now..... and i think the biggest one of all might b that i might not be where i am now with the great guy i'm with..... i woudlnt b sitting here right now typing about what me n him are going to do today and i nevr would hav experienced the love that i'm experiencing now... things just would hav been so different... in some ways good and in some ways bad...

you can never make everyone happy w/out screwing things up in the process.... whether it b urself that u screw up, or those around you... u just never kno... now i see why they say everything happens for a reason....